Spent the morning at my local coffee spot, headphones on writing. I really wish I was able to do that a little more often. It’s hard to make that time. It’s hard to make time for anything that isn’t family related I’ve put all my eggs in that basket. I haven’t so much as been out of the house for anything on my own in nearly a year. I don’t really have any friends anymore. Not like I used to. Not like a friend I can call up and go do something with. That’s by my own design though, I can barely hold family stuff together without any distractions. I feel like I don’t really deserve to have any friends. Most of my old friends were just my drinking buddies. My get into trouble buddies. It’s really hard to make friends as a grown ass man. At this age/point in life most people are done trying to make any friends.